So....

Another semester of college begins tomorrow. I'm going to miss this summer; it was wonderful.

I sure hope this semester goes by fast. I am honestly ready to graduate from college and earn my B.F.A in Painting and Drawing and just move on with my life. I love my family and friends with all my heart, but I am ready to go off on my own. I want new things to happen, I want to grow. I realize that only I can make that happen, so I will. I should be graduating from college next Fall, and I am most likely going to leave my town, and possibly go to graduate school somewhere else to earn a Master's, while working part time.

This town is starting to get on my nerves, which is another reason why I am anxious to move on. It's like too many people I know are wasting away and no one gives a shit what they do with their lives. It's that, or they are too lazy to do anything about it and accept it as a way of life, or they are just wallowing in their own self pity. I don't understand why people let that happen, but why should I care? Some people are just a lost cause, and bring others down in the process. From my experiences I've decided I will not tolerate anyone's bullshit anymore, or let them walk over me, or hinder me from moving forward. I don't care if anyone judges me. In fact, I don't really care what anyone thinks about me, as long as I know the truth, my ambitions, my desires.. I don't like conflict, and I am sick of putting up with negative people in general. Kind of ironic, as I am being negative now. But I don't want to waste time worrying about peoples problems, issues, or whatever. I don't want to bother. It's weird, I need to sort through bullshit just to keep sane. But it works. For the most part I am happy, because I keep myself surrounded by people who value my friendship, who are respectful, and just accept me for who I am. And I love them for it.


For the longest time I never spoke my mind. Something in me has changed, because I have never been like this before.


I may be busy with assignments from my classes, but I will try to update here as often as I can.




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